my life is a mess!
oh yes, and its my mess. and here it goes. you cant have whatever you wish.you cant have everything you want, so whats left about life i keep it as an unknown. not just people and feeling but everything change.you can say anything might happen in a year but the truth,our rotation of life is changing every time the clock is ticking. ticktockticktock aint just a super duper noisy annoying sound , it means something.anything can happen within the
ticktock-ing, in just few weeks, you might think you lost whats the best in you, in just few weeks , you lost what you never really get, in just few weeks you get whatever you might not even think of it. see ? now i know why on moon we learn all those freaking radians and revolution. it make sense, it's our life, a wheel ferris rotation i care much!
talking about change or changes i assume,
my teachers must be amused! im a driver now. yes i am. and a good one
lets see what else,
ooh yes you can expect a young independent lady now ,
she can speeds her car now.she can even drives to her bestfriends all by herself,she uses shortcuts now,she can even speeds her so called SLK , SMALL LITTLE KELISA better than real SLK.!except for the reverse part, its something more, so i guess she is forgiven for that.
ohh she managed her time better. she knows when to pull and push, start and stop =) i guess thats more than enough.oh she even does her advanced function homework. but ofcourse she has to refer to the word " drag" and "force" first before she moves her butt off.
she's doing good with her study. yey better i guess.she joins the debate team just to get extra two marks which make her looks super pathetic.who cares, im greedy and i am desperade for marks!
now she even gets her wireless connection connected for educational resons. she researches for laissez faire and meynard. she knows about Joseph Conrad and even searches for MalaysiaKINI and she thinks that is cool though its normal =)
she calls her mom everyday,as often as she could.she misses her home everyday, she keeps sending morning messages to her siblings and her girlfriends. beb habes final cepat cepat. and she even wakes up every morning earlier so she would not miss Subuh prayer. she gets herself wet in swimming pool with pyjamas. she gets herself wet through the rain. oh yes did i mention she almost marry AKON ??
She's adding few people to her bestfriends list.
congratulations : KAYREL now you are officialy on my list! woot can i say i love youu ?? thanks for everything, sleepovers, fat we added,money me burnt, street we crashed, hot guys we bumped, gossips we mongered, time we wasted, homeworks we refused to do,charity we did, dresses we dreamt of , advises you gave,good things we did . wee. i love you mrs.RED!
close friends : Jannah and fitriyah. thank you, thank you for tolerating , thank you for being there , thank you for letting me copy your homeworks , thank you for paying for my drinks , thank you for tolls, thank you for your time , thank you for your kindness, thank you for being always there , thank you for companions. couldnt ask more, big big growing love for you both!
AMIRA AND AIN : ill miss you both like heaven. just dont wish our semester ends. our history together still in progress. cewah. harap maklum.
p/s : ain you'll miss tapau -ing my roti dont you ?
amira, ahha. ill never curang okey? every weeks we'll meet
up hurrayh ??
TO NADDIE AND BESTGIRLFRIENDS : nothing change.i love you always. like everyday i did.
p/s : ohh im not gay .
what else ? emhh : the rest is still unwritten.
she wakes up every morning with big shiny smiles.
she goes to school with big big hope that she could get parking spot infront of starbucks.
she goes back to casa with hope : I WANT ALOR SETAR!!
she calls sha everynight and still that woman still listens to her.
she misses nabilah everysingleday.
there she goes : no more tears no more worries. she lives her life like warrior does!
what my life is, is what is written for me.
what i live each day is my fate.
its like being in a play,
i aint the director,
but im the actor.
p/s : therefore, dont feel sorry.dont be sorry.its just fate. twinkling around.not your fault. never been.
Friday, October 23, 2009
preview.preview.
1. editing second draft
2. econs test
3. ib test
4. english test
5. study advanced function
6. research for HDI
7. DEBATE
8. MACBETH's play. yey guess what im the macbeth! hurrayo!
9. macbeth's questions
10.af homeworks
11.cca essay . oh crap,7 pages, what do u expect me to crap ?
yes what a splendid weekend to spend!
i got myself choked and chopped whenever i look at this never ending list.at least i got the macbeth role! huu. see me strangled =))
23rd october 2009.
rain.rain. woot sexy rain pouring down.
so we crashed SS15 in a sexy way,
raining, running, walking,and stalking while singing.oyess. gerund!
we're all wet.so here's the idea smashing, i just have to knock the keyboard.
question number 1 :
how am i going to get myself organized with this kind of workforce ?
answer : theres no way i can get myself organized with this super choy list!i live my life people.
question number 2 :
so what am i going to do, ignore this perhaps ?
answer : let me take a nap first!
question number 3:
is there any other option you can get away from this ?
answer : surprisingly the great great afiqah cant escape! huu. no! the answer is no and no and no. which left me no answer but to work on it =) seriously im getting a big deep hole in my cerebrum. thanks teachers.
it seems like im complaining every possible seconds ticking right? whenever i came out with lame statement " insaf, tak nak complain dah.. deal, " but i still cant stop complaining !
lets see how to make ur brain function well.
y = mx + C
SUBSTITUTE : NO = afiqah(X)+(insaf)
wow. tahniah. anda berjaya!
1. editing second draft
2. econs test
3. ib test
4. english test
5. study advanced function
6. research for HDI
7. DEBATE
8. MACBETH's play. yey guess what im the macbeth! hurrayo!
9. macbeth's questions
10.af homeworks
11.cca essay . oh crap,7 pages, what do u expect me to crap ?
yes what a splendid weekend to spend!
i got myself choked and chopped whenever i look at this never ending list.at least i got the macbeth role! huu. see me strangled =))
23rd october 2009.
rain.rain. woot sexy rain pouring down.
so we crashed SS15 in a sexy way,
raining, running, walking,and stalking while singing.oyess. gerund!
we're all wet.so here's the idea smashing, i just have to knock the keyboard.
question number 1 :
how am i going to get myself organized with this kind of workforce ?
answer : theres no way i can get myself organized with this super choy list!i live my life people.
question number 2 :
so what am i going to do, ignore this perhaps ?
answer : let me take a nap first!
question number 3:
is there any other option you can get away from this ?
answer : surprisingly the great great afiqah cant escape! huu. no! the answer is no and no and no. which left me no answer but to work on it =) seriously im getting a big deep hole in my cerebrum. thanks teachers.
it seems like im complaining every possible seconds ticking right? whenever i came out with lame statement " insaf, tak nak complain dah.. deal, " but i still cant stop complaining !
lets see how to make ur brain function well.
y = mx + C
SUBSTITUTE : NO = afiqah(X)+(insaf)
wow. tahniah. anda berjaya!
Monday, October 19, 2009
preparation for IELTS
" It doesnt matter if you're black or white ".Have you heard of this popular song by Michael Jackson ? This song encourages us not to discriminate.The word discriminate does not necessarily refer to colours , religions or races but also our passion. I disagree that those who choose to study less relevant subjects should not receive government funding .It is true there might be advantages of such an education policy but i do not think that it would outweigh the disadvantages
Malaysia is a democratic country, where supposedly the citizens of Malaysia have the freedom to make decisions, freedom to choose and freedom to speak their mind.Choosing our own path of future is definitely one of it.Can we actually define what does it really mean by less relevant subjects ? There is no exact source that can help us with this subjective interpretation because passion cannot be measured with any tools.Doing something we love will drive us to the peek of success . No matter what subject it is , as long as it is considered as knowledge , appreciation is needed.
It is debatable that government should only pay fees for students who study subjects that are needed by the society and to those who refused to stuck with the same typical ambition like doctor , lawyers , architects and other professional jobs will not receive government funding . This action will only discourage our youth to pursue their dreams . As a result , they end up loitering at the mall and spending time knocking the keyboards.
Believe it or not , time flies so fast. In year 2009 , we are overwhelmed with technology.Our status of living is not just measured by occupation and position we reach. Globalisation requires more than that . Can you imagine if there is no teacher in our music industry ? What will happen then to Malaysian singers ? Years ago , I believe not many people will think music's teacher as an option for them as many people think there will be no occupation out there for them. It is the same concept , society and family will discourage us to follow our passion as they tend to think that only those with professional job will have a better life.
Humans are not born perfect. This is a statement that we must instill in our mind. Some people are born to be just perfect and some people are born to be extraordinary. Despite all the perfection , there are also some people who are unfortunate . Maybe they are born captured or maybe their ability and capability in absorbing knowledge is quite slow compared to some of us. Should we abandoned them ? Most of us will answer no. However , do we realised that such an educational policy is almost the same like abandoning these people ? We cannot expect everyone to have the same ability and capability to give us medicines prescriptions and of course we cannot assume that everyone can solve the complicated calculus equations as easy as ABC. Therefore , these people needs to find other solutions in order to be educated . They still need to find their strongest strength and be the best in what they are doing.
There is no exact answer whether this educational policy should be practiced or not. There are alot of arguments that should be considered However , from my view of opinion , knowledge is a source of experience and there is no boundaries in knowledge . No matter what subjects we study , no matter what jobs we are doing , we have to give the best of ourselves
p/s : copyright reserved. afiqah ahmad
Saturday, October 17, 2009
not classified as " PERFECT " ,
lets bullets it all
- i hate numbers
- i am not that critical thinker
- i hate homeworks
- i hate being away and away from family
- im sucks at parking
- people honns me at the rate of wiremax
- i keep losing directions
- i hate presentations
- i hate doing slides
- i will soon kill all the nepals who laugh at me. aish u freaking guards!
- i hate that burmese girl . she barely smiles. can i slap her ?
- i hate taylor's cafe. that made me pay more , im slim with money , fat with fat ofcourse
- my girlfren is in arau , craving for her ehermeherm. haha. wehh rindu laa nabilah! how i wish you're with me!
- i hate shopping , cause it left me broke!
- i hate GAP . why no sale ah??
- i hate sunway pyramid , no parking! jahat. jahat .
- i hate when people question why im happy all the time , why on earth u care ??
- i hate malls.
- i hate stairs.
- i hate sceneries.
- i hate SUNDAYS
- i hate MONDAYS for sure
- i hate classes
- i hate eap
p/s : my list wont stop even if i use all my force,i should stop complaining . deal with that afiqah.its just life.
p/s: encik shaheir. i did find a way to print that screen laahh! booo!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
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